Sunday, August 13, 2017

I once wrote about joy and feeling ashamed for it

and now i regret feeling ashamed

because even as it was a false idol

there was a moment, I believe in the prayer of

honest, joyous, love

and that precious moment, though it made me feel ashamed, boastful, and like i was leading with my love stuck ego

i would give every ounce of my soul for it back

i would return every lesson i have learned

to simply feel loved in joy again

to know i am a priority

to believe he is true

to return to a place of loved bursting, nearly boastful joy

instead of waiting for him to come home

from rescuing someone else.

again.

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