Saturday, May 28, 2011

Naked with Chanel No 5: Day 35: Caution Curves Ahead!

Alright, I'll admit it. Today I totally failed at my endeavor to not be a flirt. Maybe it was all the hard studying or being cooped up in a classroom and a hotel, but I found myself neck deep in inappropriate text messages during class with a former fling which only fueled the fire of flirty. So when I headed out with classmates after a particularly inspiring lecture from Boeing's CEO, it was all I could do not to flirt with the waiter at the restaurant with a mechanical bull and avoid my progressively inebriated classmates as they began to profess their booze fueled inclinations toward my clearly curvy behind. Thank god I was able to escape, but I can't lie..

I flirted back.

So now, I need to figure out what my next month is going to look like. How do I learn to safely flirt without putting myself and my heart at risk? How do I wait for the hot until I find the happy? How do I learn to flirt without over promising, over exciting, or misdirecting? The last time I walked down this path, I ended up accidentally romantically involved with a dude who was super not available and kinda heart broken because I thought we were just friends.... so how do I learn to interact with guys in a safe, flirtatious, and productive non destructive way?

I am a passionate and fiery kinda woman and that is never going to change. But there must be a middle ground between combustion and hiatus. Somewhere that earth shaking but not heart breaking - instead functional making and body quaking can co-exist.

Fortunately, despite my most carnal instincts I am tucked safely away again and continue on my path to suss out this love labyrinth. Until then.... Naked with Chanel No: 5.

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