I desperately need to force myself to sleep, but today was filled with far too much diverse activity. I may have lived a week in a day, which I suppose is making up for lost time - when my brain was all scrambled. But this new kite analogy is really working for me - and I think its maybe a song, or maybe a series. Getting comfortable with my need to fly and knowing that I need a partner in flight and can never promise to anchor is terrifying and so goddamn liberating. Maybe I am ready to take some great big strides!!! Or maybe, I just need to take a little less vitamin B.