Thursday, May 13, 2010

need


May 13, 2010

i have never needed a friend more than i do tonight
i cannot control
the tears which have unceremoniously burst from my customarily smiling eyes
and i quietly wish to achieve the sainthood that a temporary youth provides

my misteps and sad calculations have led me to be the girl
that everyone hugs and applauds for strength as they return

to husbands and marriages and private wedded calmness
with supporting disdain they look from a window without silly bliss,

but instead true comfort

of which i realize i have none

so i weakly reach a waifing arm for comfort which will never arrive
because i am alone, lonely, and truly broken tonight.

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