Wednesday, July 7, 2010

my weakness makes you seem stronger


Jul 7, 2010
i know my weakness makes you seem stronger
and i've decided against embracing this
yes i will be sad
and yes i will be depressed

but a prolonged depression only renders what we went through irrelevant
and i am stronger than this

we did not work
 not because i am crazy, creative, and compelled
we did not work because you were indifferent and i was alone

we did not work
 not because i couldn't conform to your standards
we did not work because you required me to conform to the substandard

and as dark as i may go
because i am sad for what i lost
and as dark as i may feel
 because i am alone for the first time

this is not why
and you cannot use this
and you cannot pretend
that this sadness was already there
before you broke my heart.

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