Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I won't pretend


Jul 20, 2010
hearing your voice while I'm driving in my car
miles away you've never felt so far

and it was history you were trying to redefine
in the sand you drew a line
blaming this on my circumstance
detached before we ever had a chance

but I won't pretend that I'm just crazy
 had no reason to feel this way.
Because we both know
You want some of me too
this compels you, inspires you
and you know you feel the way I do.

and I'm not alone, even though
I have learned to feel that way
assuming blame and shame
releasing those around me
from responsibility.

But this time I am holding my head up high

because I know you were feeling it too
redefined and it scared you
Yes it hurts my soul but then
we'll try to redefine again

but I won't pretend that I'm just crazy
 had no reason to feel this way.
Because we both know
You want some of me too
this compells you, inspires you
and you know you feel the way I do.

so tonight I'm going to close my eyes
and drift into a dream
remembering the way it felt wrapped in your arms
seduced by your charms
when we were more than friends

tomorrow I'm going step into the sunshine
feel the power that is mine
and walk ahead into a brand new place
with grace
because that history is real
and I know what it made you feel

but I won't pretend that I'm just crazy
 had no reason to feel this way.
Because we both know
You want some of me too
this compels you, inspires you
and you know you feel the way I do.

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