Saturday, March 20, 2010

i am

Mar 20, 2010
i am tired of being mad - i am tired of being confused - i am tired of putting on two faces - so everyone approves.

i am bad at being happy, but that would shock the crowd, accustomed to my smile, how would they feel to hear me scream out loud?

i am mad at my turbulent emotions and all my insane highs and lows, trouble brews with fiery passion that nobody knows.

i am frustrated by my fears and that I cannot own them for what they truly are, instead I look to place them on the cocktail napkin of an unsuspecting bar.

i am done with yelling in my head and holding it all in, i'm done with waiting for someone else's ear to let me just begin.

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