Sunday, October 17, 2010

Day 6 - Abandoning the little girl (Too many reflections)


Oct 17, 2010

Mirrors, reflections, and reality

I watched myself tonight as I memorialized a woman who had it all. Family, love, experience and loss. I was also forced to see my own refection in a stranger. This person reiterated my clear struggle, woman desiring legitimacy, and person who might be innately relevant. I tossed back long blonde hair and laughed at comments about my own sensuality and thought - do I distract from my end goals with femininity? Am I hindered by the nature that is so innate? Can I embrace the memory of a woman who had it all, and still just be bad ass? Is it possible to be me, knowing that we all need to be loved, and be strong enough to accomplish what I have set in motion?

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